NEED TO LOOSE SOME WEIGHT

its so much pressure for us woman to stay slim. Every Monday i make a new attempt to get in shape. well i failed today, i felt like having pizza. oh well il start again tomorow. i need to join weight watchers again. last time i did, it really worked and i lost 6 lbs. Il start tomorow. workout for today, hmm let me see how i feel when i get out from work today. I fee comfortable with the way i look but i think i cld do better:).. MONDAYS OH MONDAYS! WHY DO WE LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH;0

Last weekend

Hello,
I honestly feel partly cloudy today. Yesterday somehow i slept in till 830pm. I went to sleep at around 530am and slept till then. I had never done that before. I guess i was just backed up on my sleep. Well, anyways the weekend had good and bad things. Lets start with thursday, I went to the park with my sis, we ran and walked it felt great. When we got home we got ready in a flash to go to pf changs. The food was deliciouse we had 4 appetizers lol. I had 2 belinis. We went to Alhambra afterwards for just a lil while. We wr invited by a friend but this friend was with one of his friends that i have dated before. OMG so awkward! he was with another girl or his ex girlfriend. I started to order drinks for my sis and i under his tab haha.. just to be a bitch. The girlfriend started to complain that we were ordering on his tab.  i was like "umm i dont give a shit, your dude is a prick anywyas" 6 drinx arent gonna break his piggy bank." Anyways we drank and left early. Friday was cool we went to a party that a friend Ale invited us to and that was fun, we went to check out DT and omg it sucked everywhere else was like gangster town. DT really sux on fridays, I usually go to housiwine and empire on fridays. thats where the pretty people are at. Anyways Saturday my sis and i went to la pulga de alamo and put lashes on ladys, it wasnt a very successfull day but it was fun to see poeple stare at us like "what are these to crazy bithces selling on heels" lol. we didnt have a big sign so ppl wouldnt stop by. My sis will get ready to have a better day next saturday. Miguelito's bday was saturday and we were so tired to be there but we did. knowing that we had sweated like pigs cuz of the heat at the flea market. Saturday night was interesting. I saw the guy i kinda like. I just have a small crush on him, but he's just a friend, so il just keep it like that. I dont want to ruin a fun friendship for no reason. This guy is young but very smart and such a gentleman. Ive met men so much older than him but dont have his courtesy and maturness as this young guy. I dont think he sees me like a gf cuz im more like his party friend. I would love for this guy to ask me out and maybe try something with me. He hasn't so im not going to be the first one to say something. I was so happy that he gave me a gift, a perfume. It smells soo good and its a very expensive one worth like $250, but he probably just gave it to me cuz he was showing me his store and he has overstocks of every perfume you can think of. Anyways I love that fact that he was nice to do so, I never made it seem as I wanted a perfume. ahh he is just a dreamy guy. Anyways he is young and he probably want to enjoy life., I'll let him be and i'll continue to hang out with him as friends. Overall rating of the weekend is 40%bad 60%good. bad cuz i didnt have the fun i usually do, i was tired everyday, i never got a buzz, and then sunday was spent in bed all day without me planning it. I wanted to go to the pool and then the movies. Im upset i didnt even see daylight haha. anyways i went to sleep at 12 midnight for today and i feel like im drowsy and lousy. i need like 2 redbulls to get some wings and fly
MC.
MC

THE EX IS GETTING MARRIED

It just came to my mind that my ex boyfriend is getting married by the end of this month. Of course i wasnt invited so i assume its probably saturday. I really wish him the best of luck although the way he told me he was getting married was very shitty. You see, let me tell you. When i met this guy it was like love at fist sight. I knew his potential and how samrt he was. I was persuing my career and I knew he wanted to go to school too. When we were together we wanted to get married and I put the sense in the relationship and suggested we wait until we both finished our careers. I was already working on mine, and all he had to do was go back to college clean up after his mess of the college freshmen blues. I helped him get to that, he quit his job because he is a man who clnt handle college and work. At the moment i had full time college, full time job, a small bussiness and him. So i guess we cant all handle a load of work. I completely understood him because i was so blindly in love. when i say i helped him through it was that for the next year and a half he didnt have to spend on me because he had no job, but i did so, i took care of our dates. Of course thinking that one day we would be succeessful together. He applies in the program of his choice RN. Here is the irony, he told me he couldnt go to school, and have a girlfriend, so he really wanted to focus on his career. I was so dissapointed that i went through all that for nothing, its like behind every great man there is a great woman behind him. I turned a kid into a man. Anyways, he regreted of course he was;) you dont find someone like me anywhere. Ok enough of my modesty:). He tried to get back with me for the next couple of years in the program and i totally lost my interest in him. How the fuck can i trust a man who did that to me, you dont do that. anyways turns out he actually was seeing a nurse. What did he think that by fucking a nurse he was going to become one just like that haha. Well, i found out just in tine. While he was in the program, he tried to get back with me and i always said NO! he knew even though i wasnt with him i trully cared for him and deep inside i felt sad for him, he would threaten me with dopping out of school, or hurting himself if i wouldnt take his calls or accept to see him once in a while just to talk at least. In other words i was his mental support through school. When he finally finished as soon as he passed his test i sd. "Ok you are an RN now you know what you do with ur career now" I honestly cared for him and wanted him to be happy and find him someone who loves him. When someone is part of my life i only wish the best for them, no matter what. I wish no harm to anyone. Wel finally he found someone. He called me in April and sd he missed me. I called to say hello in June, he had changed his number. The only way to contact him was to find him on FB. I did and i messaged him to see how he was doing. He responded coldly " hey all is well and good, happy to tell you that im getting married by the end of July" Thats it! not even a hello. I responded with my best wishes and blessing for him and his future, i wrote a very sincere, honest message and i said GOODBYE:) meaning i wdnt get i the way. I never wrote an offer of lust or hate or anything bad. It was actually a very nice warm goodbye. Well the pendejo wrote back but this time with his girl next to him. "they said they didnt care to have my blessing and that i shouldnt be bothering him. I felt so mad, and dissapointed he responded like that. A cold thanx wd have been better that his bitch telln me off on FB and signed by him. I didnt respond, i deleted everything and he will no longer have any of my blessings or care. But i did think in my mind
"Pendeja the man your about to marry is who he is because of me" so now all i can say is " JESUS LOVES YOU, THE REST OF US THINK YOU'RE A PENDEJO"  that was just a faggette move. Im sorry, i just dont give a shit about him anymore. I know him well, its too soon, and he will not last more than 2 years with her. she will screw him over, she will do i what i didnt do and take his money. OH WELL THATS WHAT MEN LIKE THAT DESERVE;)

so what do you think. ?

2nd day of blog.

Hello,
Today has been a great day. I feel so blessed and grateful for the wonderful things my Lord Jesus has given me. My co-worders, my sis, and I went out for lunch to Kumori. We all had a great time. Sadly Yoli is leaving the site so we decided to get together before she left. Anyways, I really like all my co-workers. That is something extremely important in any job or prefession you work at. Its Like your second home, so it should feel close to home rather than hell. Trust me, I have worked in places where my stomach hurts to know im about to enter the premises, I have even dread the moment of going to sleep because i knew that i'd be going to that place again. Ok so those places are to remain silent but there were some witches, and bitches there haha. In my long experience of work i have, I feel happy where I am at. I dream big so i know i'll be my own boss one day very soon. I didnt get a degree to work for someone forever. Im a boss, a leader, and I love bussiness too. One thing that i believe to be very important to succeed and achieve my dreams is to never forget where i come from. That way you will always feel gratitude and recieve more of that goodness the Lord has for us. Ok on a good note. Have a great day always and make the best of it. Dont let people put you down or rub their negativity on you. Just remember, you've had worse days before and you are just fine:). Physical work is the easy thing, the challenge is to work your mind and take control of it.

LOVE
MARICARMEN;) 

Let the Blogging Begin:)

Hello,

My name is MariCarmen. I just recently decided to start a blog. There are times when I feel I need to speak or say something. I think a blog will help. The are moments where i have a vision, or an apiffany that i'd like to share with whomever is interested in reading. Some of my writings will be deep, some may be just ordinary, nbut since its my blog I guess i have the total right to do it. Im 29 yrs young, and looking younger each day;). This will be one of my topics if I continue with this blog and if I have at least 1000 readers. I am single and in search for love, (another one of my topics). I will write about life, love, compassion, dreams, visions, topics in everyones mind or events in the world, achievements, dating, and education. I want to make a difference in peoples life in any way I may help, and if its within my reach. My grammer and punctuation may not be the best, but please understand that when I write in MY BLOG, it will be in a moment where I may be busy and it just needs to be posted. Ok, well I will be writing more about me throughout time:). God bless us all.