Thursday, July 21, 2011

THE EX IS GETTING MARRIED

It just came to my mind that my ex boyfriend is getting married by the end of this month. Of course i wasnt invited so i assume its probably saturday. I really wish him the best of luck although the way he told me he was getting married was very shitty. You see, let me tell you. When i met this guy it was like love at fist sight. I knew his potential and how samrt he was. I was persuing my career and I knew he wanted to go to school too. When we were together we wanted to get married and I put the sense in the relationship and suggested we wait until we both finished our careers. I was already working on mine, and all he had to do was go back to college clean up after his mess of the college freshmen blues. I helped him get to that, he quit his job because he is a man who clnt handle college and work. At the moment i had full time college, full time job, a small bussiness and him. So i guess we cant all handle a load of work. I completely understood him because i was so blindly in love. when i say i helped him through it was that for the next year and a half he didnt have to spend on me because he had no job, but i did so, i took care of our dates. Of course thinking that one day we would be succeessful together. He applies in the program of his choice RN. Here is the irony, he told me he couldnt go to school, and have a girlfriend, so he really wanted to focus on his career. I was so dissapointed that i went through all that for nothing, its like behind every great man there is a great woman behind him. I turned a kid into a man. Anyways, he regreted of course he was;) you dont find someone like me anywhere. Ok enough of my modesty:). He tried to get back with me for the next couple of years in the program and i totally lost my interest in him. How the fuck can i trust a man who did that to me, you dont do that. anyways turns out he actually was seeing a nurse. What did he think that by fucking a nurse he was going to become one just like that haha. Well, i found out just in tine. While he was in the program, he tried to get back with me and i always said NO! he knew even though i wasnt with him i trully cared for him and deep inside i felt sad for him, he would threaten me with dopping out of school, or hurting himself if i wouldnt take his calls or accept to see him once in a while just to talk at least. In other words i was his mental support through school. When he finally finished as soon as he passed his test i sd. "Ok you are an RN now you know what you do with ur career now" I honestly cared for him and wanted him to be happy and find him someone who loves him. When someone is part of my life i only wish the best for them, no matter what. I wish no harm to anyone. Wel finally he found someone. He called me in April and sd he missed me. I called to say hello in June, he had changed his number. The only way to contact him was to find him on FB. I did and i messaged him to see how he was doing. He responded coldly " hey all is well and good, happy to tell you that im getting married by the end of July" Thats it! not even a hello. I responded with my best wishes and blessing for him and his future, i wrote a very sincere, honest message and i said GOODBYE:) meaning i wdnt get i the way. I never wrote an offer of lust or hate or anything bad. It was actually a very nice warm goodbye. Well the pendejo wrote back but this time with his girl next to him. "they said they didnt care to have my blessing and that i shouldnt be bothering him. I felt so mad, and dissapointed he responded like that. A cold thanx wd have been better that his bitch telln me off on FB and signed by him. I didnt respond, i deleted everything and he will no longer have any of my blessings or care. But i did think in my mind
"Pendeja the man your about to marry is who he is because of me" so now all i can say is " JESUS LOVES YOU, THE REST OF US THINK YOU'RE A PENDEJO"  that was just a faggette move. Im sorry, i just dont give a shit about him anymore. I know him well, its too soon, and he will not last more than 2 years with her. she will screw him over, she will do i what i didnt do and take his money. OH WELL THATS WHAT MEN LIKE THAT DESERVE;)

so what do you think. ?

1 comment:

  1. i think this is a diary of a mad mexican woman, lol. no you're right girl!...he's a jerk!

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